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Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
In his anger, Billy killed the dog too.
Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch?
A latex sword of Frostmourne from World of Warcraft
Before you started this survey, what were you doing?
Listening to The Rocky Road to Dublin
What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Futurama
Without looking, guess what time it is
5:40
Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
5:43
With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Nothing, it is really loud. A kid next door was crying earlier
When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
A few hours ago, on the phone
Did you dream last night?
Yes, I did
Do you remember your dreams?
Yes, I do
When did you last laugh?
A half hour ago
Do you remember why / at what?
A video of spider man shopping, he picks up a box of Uncle Ben's rice and falls to his knees
What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Posters for various video games and anime
Seen anything weird lately?
Not really, maybe a few weird things. There was a person who I couldnt tell if they were a girl or guy, and they turned a corner and were like "HEY BABY" So I was like, "Yeah, now I will know!" and I couldnt tell if the other person was a girl or guy either.
What do you think of this quiz?
It is too long
What is the last film you saw?
10 Things I Hate About You
If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?
Mid/Norther US where it is cold
If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A non-crappy house
Tell me something about you that most people don't know.
I play table top RPGs
If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Make people less self centered.
Do you like to dance?
Nein
Would you ever consider living abroad?
Sure, Sounds fun
Does your name make any interesting anagrams?
No. Alas, it does not
Who made the last incoming call on your phone?
Work calling me to see if I could come in today
What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
Mars: War Logs
Last time you swam in a pool?
Years ago
Type of music you like most?
Irish folk
Type of music you dislike most?
Dubstep
WUBWUB
Are you listening to music right now?
Aye, sir
What color is your bedroom carpet?
tan
If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or mess, what would you do?
Id make it much much much bigger and give it air conditioning
What was the last thing you bought?
Spore
Have you ever ridden on a motorbike?
No. Do not care to
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
Maybe. Depends on how ballsy I feel
Do you have a garden?
No.
Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
No, but I know Canada's
What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
I have to pee
If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?
George RR Martin
Who sent the last text message you received?
My friend telling me she asked someone to Sadie's. I do not care
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
Gamestop or Target
What time is bed time?
HAHAHA cute
How many tattoos do you have?
One
If you don't have any, have you ever thought of getting one?
Many
What did you do for your last birthday?
Medieval Times! >
Do you carry a donor card?
Yeah
Who was the last person you ate dinner with?
My girlfriend
Is the glass half empty or half full?
I dont have a glass with me
What's the farthest-away place you've been?
Switzerland
When's the last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
Nevah
Have you ever won a trophy?
Yes, in basketball
Are you a good cook?
People say so
Do you know how to pump your own gas?
I cant afford a car
If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it be?
Maybe Tolkien? Grant Kirkhope?
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?
Sadly
Do you touch-type?
Half of the time
What's under your bed?
Movies and books
Do you believe in love at first sight?
No. To truly love you must know somebody. I believe in infatuation at first sight. Thats how I met my best friend
Think fast, what do you like right now?
FOOD
Where were you on Valentine's day?
School
What time do you get up?
around 6:45
What was the name of your first pet?
Hope
Who is the second to last person to call you?
My girlfriend
Is there anything going on this weekend?
I work tomorrow. Might go to the DMV later to do some stuff
How are you feeling right now?
Hot. Like, temperaturewise
What do you think about the most?
World building
What time do you get up in the morning?
Check my phone and the internet
If you had A Big Win in the Lottery, how long would you wait to tell people?
.002s
Who would you tell first?
My best friend
What is the last movie that you saw at the cinema?
The Hobbit
Do you sing in the shower?
Yes, and play music at the same time
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
Repeat question. Moving on
What do you do most when you are bored?
Think
What do you do for a living?
I work at panera bread and go to school... heh
Do you love your job?
NO
What did you want to be when you grew up?
A game developer. Not smart enough
If you could have any job, what would you want to do/be?
Story writer
Which came first the chicken or the egg?
Egg. Duh
How many keys on your key ring?
two
Where would you retire to?
Mid US or maybe ireland. Or england
What kind of car do you drive?
Too poor
What are your best physical features?
Eyes? I dont know
What are your best characteristics?
Imagination? Outrageous personality?
If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go?
Ireland
What kind of books do you like to read?
Science Fiction and Fantasy. Some post apocalyptic
Where would you want to retire to?
Repeat question. Moving on
What is your favorite time of the day?
Night time
Where did you grow up?
Orange County
How far away from your birthplace do you live now?
Not very far
What are you reading now?
Song of Ice and Fire
Are you a morning person or a night owl?
HOO HOO
Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
Gross
Can you close your eyes and raise your eyebrows?
Can people not do that?
Do you have pets?
No. Landlord is not a pet person
How many rings before you answer the phone?
As few as possible
What is your best childhood memory?
Video games
What are some of the different jobs that you have had in your life?
Photographer assistant, merchandise salesman for a band, service guy at panera
Any new and exciting things that you would like to share?
I am an eagle scout? I dunno. I wanna play GURPS
What is most important in life?
Being happy
What Inspires You?
Beauty
In his anger, Billy killed the dog too.
Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch?
A latex sword of Frostmourne from World of Warcraft
Before you started this survey, what were you doing?
Listening to The Rocky Road to Dublin
What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Futurama
Without looking, guess what time it is
5:40
Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
5:43
With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Nothing, it is really loud. A kid next door was crying earlier
When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
A few hours ago, on the phone
Did you dream last night?
Yes, I did
Do you remember your dreams?
Yes, I do
When did you last laugh?
A half hour ago
Do you remember why / at what?
A video of spider man shopping, he picks up a box of Uncle Ben's rice and falls to his knees
What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Posters for various video games and anime
Seen anything weird lately?
Not really, maybe a few weird things. There was a person who I couldnt tell if they were a girl or guy, and they turned a corner and were like "HEY BABY" So I was like, "Yeah, now I will know!" and I couldnt tell if the other person was a girl or guy either.
What do you think of this quiz?
It is too long
What is the last film you saw?
10 Things I Hate About You
If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?
Mid/Norther US where it is cold
If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A non-crappy house
Tell me something about you that most people don't know.
I play table top RPGs
If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Make people less self centered.
Do you like to dance?
Nein
Would you ever consider living abroad?
Sure, Sounds fun
Does your name make any interesting anagrams?
No. Alas, it does not
Who made the last incoming call on your phone?
Work calling me to see if I could come in today
What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
Mars: War Logs
Last time you swam in a pool?
Years ago
Type of music you like most?
Irish folk
Type of music you dislike most?
Dubstep
WUBWUB
Are you listening to music right now?
Aye, sir
What color is your bedroom carpet?
tan
If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or mess, what would you do?
Id make it much much much bigger and give it air conditioning
What was the last thing you bought?
Spore
Have you ever ridden on a motorbike?
No. Do not care to
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
Maybe. Depends on how ballsy I feel
Do you have a garden?
No.
Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
No, but I know Canada's
What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
I have to pee
If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?
George RR Martin
Who sent the last text message you received?
My friend telling me she asked someone to Sadie's. I do not care
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
Gamestop or Target
What time is bed time?
HAHAHA cute
How many tattoos do you have?
One
If you don't have any, have you ever thought of getting one?
Many
What did you do for your last birthday?
Medieval Times! >
Do you carry a donor card?
Yeah
Who was the last person you ate dinner with?
My girlfriend
Is the glass half empty or half full?
I dont have a glass with me
What's the farthest-away place you've been?
Switzerland
When's the last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
Nevah
Have you ever won a trophy?
Yes, in basketball
Are you a good cook?
People say so
Do you know how to pump your own gas?
I cant afford a car
If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it be?
Maybe Tolkien? Grant Kirkhope?
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?
Sadly
Do you touch-type?
Half of the time
What's under your bed?
Movies and books
Do you believe in love at first sight?
No. To truly love you must know somebody. I believe in infatuation at first sight. Thats how I met my best friend
Think fast, what do you like right now?
FOOD
Where were you on Valentine's day?
School
What time do you get up?
around 6:45
What was the name of your first pet?
Hope
Who is the second to last person to call you?
My girlfriend
Is there anything going on this weekend?
I work tomorrow. Might go to the DMV later to do some stuff
How are you feeling right now?
Hot. Like, temperaturewise
What do you think about the most?
World building
What time do you get up in the morning?
Check my phone and the internet
If you had A Big Win in the Lottery, how long would you wait to tell people?
.002s
Who would you tell first?
My best friend
What is the last movie that you saw at the cinema?
The Hobbit
Do you sing in the shower?
Yes, and play music at the same time
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
Repeat question. Moving on
What do you do most when you are bored?
Think
What do you do for a living?
I work at panera bread and go to school... heh
Do you love your job?
NO
What did you want to be when you grew up?
A game developer. Not smart enough
If you could have any job, what would you want to do/be?
Story writer
Which came first the chicken or the egg?
Egg. Duh
How many keys on your key ring?
two
Where would you retire to?
Mid US or maybe ireland. Or england
What kind of car do you drive?
Too poor
What are your best physical features?
Eyes? I dont know
What are your best characteristics?
Imagination? Outrageous personality?
If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go?
Ireland
What kind of books do you like to read?
Science Fiction and Fantasy. Some post apocalyptic
Where would you want to retire to?
Repeat question. Moving on
What is your favorite time of the day?
Night time
Where did you grow up?
Orange County
How far away from your birthplace do you live now?
Not very far
What are you reading now?
Song of Ice and Fire
Are you a morning person or a night owl?
HOO HOO
Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
Gross
Can you close your eyes and raise your eyebrows?
Can people not do that?
Do you have pets?
No. Landlord is not a pet person
How many rings before you answer the phone?
As few as possible
What is your best childhood memory?
Video games
What are some of the different jobs that you have had in your life?
Photographer assistant, merchandise salesman for a band, service guy at panera
Any new and exciting things that you would like to share?
I am an eagle scout? I dunno. I wanna play GURPS
What is most important in life?
Being happy
What Inspires You?
Beauty
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Here's to you
2 min read
So, as my night drags on, I think of the work I needed to get done for tomorrow. NOPE
I am a procrastination king, I swear.
But, this time alone for the night has let me think quite a bit about how lonely I feel sometimes.
I really have a good number of friends, but only a small bit that actually make me feel like I matter in their life.
And that makes me happy, it really does, but I must admit that I have actually been feeling quite unloved, and it is a tad depressing.
I couldn't complain about what I have: A large collection of nerd memorabilia, the greatest best friend the world can give, an array of kool friends.
Yet I feel like something is missing, what that it I do not know.
Money? A bigger house? A cat or dog?
Maybe all of them.
Being 18 is not all it is meant to be, let me tell you. I need to do something to take my mind off of it all.
And this semester needs to end before I end up going postal.
I wish my writer's block would go away. I sit down with all of these ideas, but I cannot put them to paper. It kills me.
I have started up on my Dungeons and Dragons campaign though, so at least I can write story for that.
The GURPS campaign is soon to follow, as well, if I can find more players who are willing to join in.
There just does not seem to be enough time in a day for me to do what I want, especailly because I am a night person that needs to get up early. Most of my time is spent waiting for the sun to go down, and then dreading the arrival of the new day.
Once summer begins all will be better. Anime Expo and Knotts, lots of hanging out with Poopy and maybe some sleepovers, some gaming.
Cannot wait.
Oh, the places I will go.
Goodnight
I am a procrastination king, I swear.
But, this time alone for the night has let me think quite a bit about how lonely I feel sometimes.
I really have a good number of friends, but only a small bit that actually make me feel like I matter in their life.
And that makes me happy, it really does, but I must admit that I have actually been feeling quite unloved, and it is a tad depressing.
I couldn't complain about what I have: A large collection of nerd memorabilia, the greatest best friend the world can give, an array of kool friends.
Yet I feel like something is missing, what that it I do not know.
Money? A bigger house? A cat or dog?
Maybe all of them.
Being 18 is not all it is meant to be, let me tell you. I need to do something to take my mind off of it all.
And this semester needs to end before I end up going postal.
I wish my writer's block would go away. I sit down with all of these ideas, but I cannot put them to paper. It kills me.
I have started up on my Dungeons and Dragons campaign though, so at least I can write story for that.
The GURPS campaign is soon to follow, as well, if I can find more players who are willing to join in.
There just does not seem to be enough time in a day for me to do what I want, especailly because I am a night person that needs to get up early. Most of my time is spent waiting for the sun to go down, and then dreading the arrival of the new day.
Once summer begins all will be better. Anime Expo and Knotts, lots of hanging out with Poopy and maybe some sleepovers, some gaming.
Cannot wait.
Oh, the places I will go.
Goodnight
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Bullies
1 min read
So, with all of this talk on anti bullying, I was inspired to find a video I have not seen in years, but it had an impact on my thinking back in the day.
I do not want to join in on the whole girl who suicide thing, I just want to point out that people are sometimes what you are making fun of because you are making fun of them. This whole Amanda Todd thing is retarded, and I think it isn't something you people should be focusing on. She did it to herself.
BE THAT AS IT MAY, Try to help other than make a joke.
There are times for joking and times for serious behavior.
www.youtube.com/watch?list=FL5…
I do not want to join in on the whole girl who suicide thing, I just want to point out that people are sometimes what you are making fun of because you are making fun of them. This whole Amanda Todd thing is retarded, and I think it isn't something you people should be focusing on. She did it to herself.
BE THAT AS IT MAY, Try to help other than make a joke.
There are times for joking and times for serious behavior.
www.youtube.com/watch?list=FL5…
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RAGE QUIT
1 min read
So, I hate everything that is happening right now.
You ever get the feeling that no matter how hard you try, though you've done everything physically possible and given all you can, you just are not good enough? It is a very bad feeling. So, I rage quit.
Done. Give up.
Also, moving is a pain in the ass when you are uncertain of where to go and need to be out in two and a half months. It just doesn't seem like something I should be stuck dealing with.
And I have been seeing an influx of people I dislike. JUST GO AWAY
Adding the fact that I have been uninspired to do ANYTHING in recent and just want to be alone and happy, but for some unknown reason people find it impossible to let me be that way. It is not super difficult.
I do not even know what to say. I just wish someone could really help me.
Anyways, that is about enough.
I need to rest and meditate on what I have learned.
You ever get the feeling that no matter how hard you try, though you've done everything physically possible and given all you can, you just are not good enough? It is a very bad feeling. So, I rage quit.
Done. Give up.
Also, moving is a pain in the ass when you are uncertain of where to go and need to be out in two and a half months. It just doesn't seem like something I should be stuck dealing with.
And I have been seeing an influx of people I dislike. JUST GO AWAY
Adding the fact that I have been uninspired to do ANYTHING in recent and just want to be alone and happy, but for some unknown reason people find it impossible to let me be that way. It is not super difficult.
I do not even know what to say. I just wish someone could really help me.
Anyways, that is about enough.
I need to rest and meditate on what I have learned.
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Outside
3 min read
So, I sit here, doing nothing all week.
And now I am bothered.
Why can I not do something? It is myself, only I am to blame.
But I blame the media. I blame Social Networking, YouTube, Video Games, Music. The world has become so fun inside that being outside is somewhat of a drag. It is hot, there are people who are looking for reasons to be rude or take from you.
Inside there is food and water and entertainment, and if I do not want to be around someone they have to leave. If I want to see someone, they can come, or I go over and be inside their home with them.
And we are happy.
Because things are as they should be.
Balanced, quiet, calm.
I do not have to think about what bothers me, I can focus on what I have here. Outside I cannot.
The only time I am forced to be unhappy is when I have to sleep. When I lay in the darkness, I think about bad things. I fear my best friend will leave my friendship, that we will grow apart as she finds people better than me. I fear that I will die soon, not having what I want. I fear I will never grow and learn more, never get a chance to become something to be proud of. I fear of being harmed and not being able to care for myself. I fear doing or saying something to hurt those I love, for the ones I love are my world. Even if there aren't many of them.
When I look at myself I see failure.
I am not proud of who I am, I have nothing to be admired for. Nobody wants my talents, nobody wants to be like me or be around me for a long time.
But that is good. I hate people. People need to go away, die, be gone. I want to be alone, with just the ones I love. I have no desire to meet new people or make new friends. I do not want to find love, I do not want to be social, I do not want to be pulled away from the world as it is. I fear change. I just want to be with the ones I love, and be left alone with what I love.
So I stay.
Peaceful.
Calm.
Inside.
And now I am bothered.
Why can I not do something? It is myself, only I am to blame.
But I blame the media. I blame Social Networking, YouTube, Video Games, Music. The world has become so fun inside that being outside is somewhat of a drag. It is hot, there are people who are looking for reasons to be rude or take from you.
Inside there is food and water and entertainment, and if I do not want to be around someone they have to leave. If I want to see someone, they can come, or I go over and be inside their home with them.
And we are happy.
Because things are as they should be.
Balanced, quiet, calm.
I do not have to think about what bothers me, I can focus on what I have here. Outside I cannot.
The only time I am forced to be unhappy is when I have to sleep. When I lay in the darkness, I think about bad things. I fear my best friend will leave my friendship, that we will grow apart as she finds people better than me. I fear that I will die soon, not having what I want. I fear I will never grow and learn more, never get a chance to become something to be proud of. I fear of being harmed and not being able to care for myself. I fear doing or saying something to hurt those I love, for the ones I love are my world. Even if there aren't many of them.
When I look at myself I see failure.
I am not proud of who I am, I have nothing to be admired for. Nobody wants my talents, nobody wants to be like me or be around me for a long time.
But that is good. I hate people. People need to go away, die, be gone. I want to be alone, with just the ones I love. I have no desire to meet new people or make new friends. I do not want to find love, I do not want to be social, I do not want to be pulled away from the world as it is. I fear change. I just want to be with the ones I love, and be left alone with what I love.
So I stay.
Peaceful.
Calm.
Inside.
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